Yup, I am to that point.... I feel like poo-exhausted, weepy, overwhelmed BUT I keep on chugging. Hubby insists on me taking the day off but if you could only see my "check out" list that I need to complete before Friday (my last day of work) you would understand why I absolutely can NOT take a day off. Whew. Today I feel exhausted and out of breath. I woke up out of breath... baby must be sitting weird but I am here, at work, and I will survive-hehe. I am really trying not to complain because I know there are so many women that long to be in my position that struggle with infertility so I just keep picking my weepy self up and chugging on. I just keep telling myself there is no option, haha. I am so very thankful for my hubby who just hugs me or lets me cry, A LOT. I am telling you I am an emotional wreck. He has also put up with my not so nice self this pregnancy and dealt with my OCD over a lot of things. He might make the occassional comment that he is ready for my "chipper" self to be back and I am able to laugh about it because I know it is true. He is such a blessing to Brax and me.
Anyways, I now have two car seats in my car which equates to NO backseat- but I wouldn't have it any other way. I did look back yesterday and think how weird it will be to actually have another baby back there. Our bag is mostly packed. I have all of hubby's stuff and a few things of mine (I need to get on this) and I have our cosmetics bag started. I have set out some of Brax's stuff--guess I need to get that done too.
Brax is such a sweetheart- man I love that little boy. Random thought, I know, but hey!
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