Such a big boy

Jump Right In

Brax decided last night he was ready for bath before I could even get him undressed! He jumped right in.

Are we there yet?

Yup, I am to that point.... I feel like poo-exhausted, weepy, overwhelmed BUT I keep on chugging.  Hubby insists on me taking the day off but if you could only see my "check out" list that I need to complete before Friday (my last day of work) you would understand why I absolutely can NOT take a day off.  Whew.  Today I feel exhausted and out of breath.  I woke up out of breath... baby must be sitting weird but I am here, at work, and I will survive-hehe.  I am really trying not to complain because I know there are so many women that long to be in my position that struggle with infertility so I just keep picking my weepy self up and chugging on.  I just keep telling myself there is no option, haha.  I am so very thankful for my hubby who just hugs me or lets me cry, A LOT.  I am telling you I am an emotional wreck.  He has also put up with my not so nice self this pregnancy and dealt with my OCD over a lot of things.  He might make the occassional comment that he is ready for my "chipper" self to be back and I am able to laugh about it because I know it is true.  He is such a blessing to Brax and me. 

Anyways, I now have two car seats in my car which equates to NO backseat- but I wouldn't have it any other way.  I did look back yesterday and think how weird it will be to actually have another baby back there.  Our bag is mostly packed.  I have all of hubby's stuff and a few things of mine (I need to get on this) and I have our cosmetics bag started.  I have set out some of Brax's stuff--guess I need to get that done too. 

Brax is such a sweetheart- man I love that little boy.  Random thought, I know, but hey!

Mother's Day Park Adventure

**you won't see me in any of these pictures because I was sort of the tag along, haha, 37 weeks pregnant at the park is not easy.

Nine Months Pregnant and A Job Interview

This picture is from this morning. I am 37 weeks and a couple of days pregnant AND I have a job interview! Haha. Feeling a little awkward to walk in so huge but this is truly an answered prayer so we will see where it goes!

36 Weeks

Nesting in full force, all things baby washed/sanitized, and bags halfway packed. Right side is pregnancy with Brax at 36 weeks, left side was taken today.

Wednesday's Words

• Brax has strep, again! I questioned the doctor and she said that sometimes antibiotics fail--so needless to say we are on a different kind and he is already much better.  When Buddy and I get strep we both feel like we are dying but Brax usually just gets a fever and that is all.  Thankful for that and thankful he is feeling better. 
• Four weeks from today until we are for sure a family of four. 
• We still don't have a crib and you know what?  I am not even worried about it.  The baby will bein our room for the first 7-8 weeks so we are just going with the flow and will get one sooner or later. 
• I only have one more thing I want to get before we have the baby, something presentable to wear in the hospital, haha.  Seems silly but I recently got my mom to send me all of the hospital pictures from when Braxton was born and I was mortified at how awful I looked. 
• Only 17 more days of work for me!
• I go to the doctor tomorrow and I assume I will start going every week after that. 
• I have SO many questions to ask my doctor, let's hope I don't forget to like I did last time, haha. 
• Brax, oh sweet Brax, Man I love him!  I still sit in awe A LOT and thank the Lord for choosing us to be his parents. 
• I made a super easy and delicious dinner last night.  I have been really into grilled cheese this pregnancy and we eat them about once a week, which is weird because I was not brought up eating grilled cheese (I am weird and if I am not brought up eating it then I probably do not eat a lot of it now- this is true for fast food places too--I know I am weird!) Anyways... the meal, Crescent rolles with deli ham and cheese wrapped up and cooked.  They are soooo good and sooo easy!  I just served chips and dip with them.  These would be good for a shower, bridal or baby! 

Enough rambling! 

35 weeks

Four weeks from tomorrow and we will be a family of four! We are so ready!