33 weeks

33 weeks- only 6 weeks and two days until delivery day!  Oh me, oh my am I ready!  I am still feeling great- even walked the Susan G Komen Race for the Cure 5K on Saturday!  It was a blast-I will have to upload some pictures from that later.  I am back to the tired stage or just physically exhausted.  I try really hard not to give into the exhaustion and just keep moving and most of the time it works!  I have had a couple of nights where I wake up and can not fall back to sleep, most of the time I am hot and just uncomfortable... I think the baby is just trying to prepare me.  I have had a few moments of complete worry lately, worry about silly stuff that I know will all be ok, but it still crosses my mind.  I worry about my anxiety/panic, mainly on the night before and the morning of my scheduled c-section.  This is all part of anxiety and irrational fears/thoughts and I acknowledge that but it still crosses my mind.  Coming from someone who suffers from anxiety, ME, it would be best if I just went into labor one day and did not have the anticipation of waiting for the scheduled day/time, etc... hopefully, wishfully, it will!  I worry about Braxton, how is he going to react? how will things be once we get home? how in the world will I handle being a mom of two after hubby goes back to work?  I know this is silly but I worry about Braxton staying on schedule when we are in the hospital so that he is still on schedule once we get home and we are not having to battle this once we get home.  See these are such silly things but all things that I worry about.  I know it will all fall into place and we will have an excellent support system but ya know... a girls going to worry no matter what!  Other than this, nothing new is going on.  Still enjoying wearing my dresses or my new yoga pants, these things seem to be most comfortable!  I go to the doctor tomorrow and I assume I will have one more two week visit then I will go to weekly visits, which means the end is really really close!!!!!