Weird Feeling

So it's a really weird thing to wrap my brain around that the next time I come back to work I will be  MOM!  I am leaving my classroom probably the cleanest it has been since the first day of school but my desk is filled with a binder FULL of lesson plans, schedules, etc, literally 6-7 bring pink sticky notes, and the Teacher's Edition of the textbook.  I feel silly looking at my desk with all of the sticky notes but I just want to make sure that everything is taken care of or that the sub does not feel completely out of order come Monday the 29th.  One of my team teachers was not at school today so she wrote me an email yesterday reminding me to let her know when something starts happening and good luck, etc and it almost made me cry.  I have been waiting for this week for so long and in nine short days is my due date... but thinking about how I will not see my co-workers for atleast 6-7 maybe 8 weeks makes me sad.  I guess it just comes to show how truly blessed I am to work with such great people!  Of course I will miss my kids too.  They made comments today like "so when are you coming back?" "is this the last time we are going to see you?" haha.  I remind them that I will be back it just won't be until January sometime.  I keep thinking about leaving school today and not coming back when everyone else comes back on the 29th and it just feels so weird.  I know that once this baby gets here all of these feelings will subside considering my days and nights will then be filled with feeding, diapering, bathing, soothing, cuddeling, and caring for a newborn.  I am so excited to see what this next week brings and what day our baby decides to arrive.  I am excited about Thanksgiving and getting to be with family... I am excited for so many things!!!!!